People are selfish. Everyone at some point or other in their lives are utterly and entirely selfish. Always wanting others to do so much while giving nothing in return. Don't they know that they really do get what they give?

I get extremely aggravated when people decide on things without hearing the full story. I get even more pissed when they are completely stuck in their own little worlds without the slightest knowledge of what's happening outside. But there is one thing that is far worse than that. It's the plain desire to not know what really is going on.

Honestly, I hope you lot are happy in your own little bubbles. It sounds mean of me, but I wait for the day that your little bubble bursts and reality dawns upon you. Because by the time that happens, you will be alone, cold and bitter because you will still be trying to blame everyone else but yourself. What really puts the cherry on top of that ice cream sundae is the fact that no one is going to give you the time of day and at the end of it all, whether or not you've realise the grave mistakes you've made, it will be far too late for reconciliation.

these days

Sometimes I wish that I could just stop. Sometimes I wish that I could see why things have to happen but more often than not, these days, I wish that I could stop everything and just come to a complete stand still but I can't can I?

Almost every day now I wish I could understand the cause behind everything that's happened. But more so, I still wish that I could just stop. Completely and entirely. Never to start again.

That's until I see your face. Until I see that smile. That makes everything ok. Everything bearable even if it's just a little while. So what will happen when you're not going to be there anymore. Who's going to stop me from making the biggest mistake I can ever make.