People always seem to forget who it is they're dealing with. They dabble and get involved in things that have nothing to do with them. They get disappointed and angry over things that they have no reason to be angry for.

And in the end, what then? What then when you've won the battle but lost the war? I pray for these people who clearly do not know what they're getting themselves into. I pray the results of their actions do not leave them lying in a corner. More importantly, I refuse to lose. One way or another, I will do as I always have.

windows and fish

Once again it's been a long time. Something is most definitely up but I can't seem to put my finger on it. I'm taking things easy I guess.

For example, I've decided to take as much time as I need to work everything out. So far it's ok.

EXCEPT that I'm not making sense coz I'm this close to falling asleep, throwing up and dealing with a massive stomach ache.

Damn.

And I thought I had everything under control.

Ok. I know I've been off. In fact, I still am. But there isn't anything new that's been bothering me. I mean, I know I'm getting sick again but that's besides the point. Besides, I'm not dying even though sometimes it feels like I'm dying a little bit every day. Isn't that normal?

I find myself... Content in many ways. Like I'm doing thing that I want to do. Living my life as I think I want. But here's the real issue, what happens when you live your life from a day to day basis and you have no real long term goal? I'm trying I guess. I'm doing the best that I can. I'll make it some how. Just one little step at a time. Because the bottom line is, that even if each step is killing me, that same step is giving me more reason to live.