what's good

I don't think it's good to bottle things up, but I do.
I don't think it's good to pretend to be ok when you aren't, but I do.
I don't think it's good to say something only to take it back.
I don't think it's good to say anything without thinking about it first.
I don't think it's good to lash out at people when they really didn't do anything wrong.
I don't think it's good to win a discussion by blackmail.
I don't think it's good to live your life when you really don't want to.

There are undoubtedly a lot of things that I don't think are good. But that's just the way things are coz at the end of the day, you can't always be happy with everything. I think it's hard to live the way I live even though I know that a lot of people have a much harder time.

But ultimately, I still, now even more than before, believe that I'm just plain not good enough.