So it turns out that I don't have to give it all up. I still have Pandora and Speranza. Nothing can take them away from me. Nothing. Nobody. Except maybe time but even then, it's something that I won't give up without a fight.

I completed one more song today. I wrote it awhile ago but now it's complete with chords and everything. I even recorded it. I call it "Sillier" :)

Ok ok, enough talk. I am going to de-stress more before my head really explodes.

But yes. I still have them. It's one of the few things left here that give me comfort.