shit

You were wrong. You were wrong. I was a fool to believe again. I knew it would happen. It is September after all. The one month that I suffer the most.

I'm still in shock though. Am I contradicting myself yet? I should be by now. How can I still stand to think about what happened. How is it that I miss it already when I know that it was a complete lie. What have I become?

How can I love and despise the same person?