You People Are FULL OF SHIT

You know what's annoying? People who are hypocritical and don't realise it and go on in their fake self righteousness. People that don't realise that what they say and do is affecting the well being of another person. Perhaps they do and they don't care. I don't understand how they can say such hurtful things to one of their friends without even thought of apology. I don't understand it. Is this pay back for what I did? Is it? I didn't think that you could be that kind of person. I never thought you were capable of it. I will say this though, it is your lost. You have hurt one of the sweetest people I've ever met because of your own jealousy and spite. You have hurt and angered the ones that I care about. And if you think I'm going to let it slide you can bloody well dream on. No, I am not happy. I might not have known them for too long. But they? They're like me. I can see myself in them. An offence to them is an offence to me. But let's face it, we all know that there's another reason behind it don't we? Don't fuck around with me. You screw with my happiness and I will make it so that you regret having ever met me.

On a lighter note, I walked out in the middle of the night yesterday to get cigarettes. Hehe. I blame Anu for this! Nah... I don't really. It was pretty fun. I talked to AJ the whole journey there and back again and for a little while more once I got back to iHouse. Incidentally, I thought I saw JonNy at the petrol station but I couldn't recognise him. Even funnier was that Aileen was there too and I couldn't recognise her either. But the best part was, that I was screaming and laughing on the phone. And he didn't hear or recognise my overly Singaporean accent? What... he think I speak overly Singaporean so er.... yea... Bullshit if you ask me.

I only landed up sleeping at 6. Hehehe. All coz I wanted to smoke more and drink more and write another song. I showed JonNy the lyrics over msn. He likes it. So far anyways. I've also got the chords for it. I'm going to practice it in a while and try and see if there's anything that I should change about it before I hand it to AJ.

5 minutes and it's over
everything i knew and loved
and i thought it was good to be me
turns out it's not quite

4 minutes and i'm gone
so much to do so much to feel
my thoughts are oh so fuzzy
i don't want to leave

i waited too long
i wanted too much
i didn't see what i see now
is it too late for us

3 minutes too late
no time to say goodbye
if only i'd cared enough
it's too late for that now

i waited too long
i wanted too much
i didn't see what i see now
is it too late for us

2 and i'm down
i don't wanna leave this town
memories are leaving me
the wheel still keeps turning

60 seconds to go
there's a light shining
i'm pulling away
coz all i can see is you

i waited too long
i wanted too much
i didn't see what i see now
is it too late for us

- 5 minutes, MeL

Normally I dump the chords along. Yes yes, I know. But for some annoying reason, I can't seem to get the chords to stay on top of the right words. It's probably got something to do with the coding I guess... Oh well.