Hmmmm... my brother likes Viceroys! Ahahahaha! All coz of the Viceroy's Jon passed him yesterday! Ahahaha! Oh well... What ever am I going to do with my carton then... I'm picking it up from Damien on Monday seeing as I won't be free today or tomorrow and I wasn't free yesterday. Ah well... And it's damned annoying that my mom kept my POSB card. For crying out loud, it is MY MONEY!! MINE MINE MINE MINE MINE! *breathe*

I feel so hyper and angsty. But yes, I have settled that I need to have time to sit and quieten my mind. Yes, I actually managed to sit still for 7 minutes!! More than that even! Be proud of me!! I felt a lot better. I can't seem to feel my energy as much though... Ah well...

I feel so random. So strangely stoned and hyper at once. I know that I still have millions of questions but I somehow don't feel the need to have all the answers anymore. I feel the need to be still though. I don't really want all the answers anymore. I'm quite content in taking things one tiny step at a time lest I implode. Get the feeling that it might actually happen if I'm not careful.

As usual, I have much more to write but no real patience to. Heh!