If it helps, last night I didn't dream about death. I did however, dream of being feverish and sitting in the middle of a field while a thunder storm rolled on. I couldn't move. I could only stare straight ahead. My mind was empty. I just stared at the lightning striking the ground. Surprisingly it didn't strike me. Here the thing though, when I woke up and pulled my blinds up, it had been raining outside.