Paranoia fades away

I have no one reassuring me this time. And yet I feel ok. I feel paranoia slipping away. I trust my intuition. It's not necessarily right but it's worked out for me the past 18++ years. At the moment, I'm pretty ok. Sleeping it off helped loads. I wonder what's happening now though... I miss you to bits. And things are still messy. I know they are.

Does it help matters that I'm constantly paranoid? I don't think so right? So hey, things are gonna be ok now. I trust they will be.

All You Want - Dido

I'd like to watch you sleep at night,
to hear you breathe by my side
And although sleep leaves me behind,
there's nowhere I'd rather be
And now our bed is oh so cold,
my hands feel empty, no-one to hold
I can sleep what side I want,
it's not the same with you gone
Oh if you'd come home, I'll let you know that
All you want, is right here in this room, all you want
And all you need, is sitting here with you, all you want
It's been three years, one night apart,
but in that night you tore my heart
If only you had slept alone,
if those seeds had not been sown
Oh you could come home and you would know that
All you want, is right here in this room, all you want
All you need is sitting here with you, all you want
I hear your key turning in the door,
I won't be hearing that sound anymore
And you and your sin can leave the way you just came in,
send my regards to her
I hope you've found that
All you want, is right there in that room, all you want
All you need is sitting there with you, all you want
I'd like to watch you sleep at night,
to hear you breathe by my side.