I'm offf...

I've finished my work. I'm supposed to call Jed. I'm just really off. I can explain why I wrote all the stuff I didtYou try dreaming about you being killed by the people you love most. Then by the people you hate. Seeing yourself kililng your adversaries only to have the people you love fawning over their dead bodies. Then you killing them. People leaving you. Why I kept having weird dreams like those the whole day that left me crying the minute I open my eyes is beyond me. I'm just really shaken now. I don't know what would help. Jed's not feeling well. He knows I'm a little off. It sounds stupid when I acutally type it all out doesn't it? *sigh* It just occured to me that he probably doesn't even read this. 4 people who I'd prefer to read this blog over the other load of people and not 1 one them actually comes and looks. It's how insignificant I am isn't it? I have the strangest of people reading them as well. IP tracking is amusing. I knida know who you are already so let me take this chance to say hi! Oh wait... I'm sposed to not speak to you aren't I... Hmm... Fine kiddo, suit yourself. How are ya anyways? Haven't seen you in AGES. Ooo now ur tempted to answer haha! Crazy kinda connections we have huh.

And to think I last woke up and I hear this song playing on iTunes.

Michelle Branch's Til I Get Over You

Every time I feel alone
I can blame it on you
And I do, oh
You got me like a loaded gun
Golden sun and the sky so blue,oh
We both know that we want it
But we both know you that left me no choice

(Chaque fois que tu ton va)
You just bring me down
(Je pretend que tout va bien)
So I’m counting my tears ‘til I get over you


Sometimes I watch the world go by
I wonder what it’s like,oh
To wake up every single day
Smile on your face
You never tried (you never tired),oh
We both know we can’t change it
But we both know we’ll just have to face it

(Chaque fois que tu ton va)
You just bring me down
(Je pretend que tout va bien)
So I’m counting my tears ‘til I get over you

If only I could give you up
Would I want to let you off from this soapbox baby?
We both know that we want it
But we both know you left me no choice

(Chaque fois que tu ton va)
You just bring me down
(Je pretend que tout va bien)
So I’m counting my tears ‘til I get over you

(Chaque fois que tu ton va)
(Je pretend que tout va bien)

We both know that I’m not over you
I’m not over you