Do you know what the blood stone is? I do. I'm dreaming about it again. It makes everyone bleed except me. It grows out of my left hand.

I guess you could say that I'm bothered in general. Worried, scared, panicked and in desperate need of focusing. I need to do well. I need to. It's that much important to me but at the same time, I can't seem to get into gear. I'm trying. 5 minutes into opening the textbook and I lose interest again. And my mind shifts to doing something else more entertaining.

But most of all, I'm scared. Because I can't see.