Is it selfish to think that some people don't deserve what they have? I think it is. I don't like feeling that way. I'm happy that people are happy and yet... why I can't I be happy for them?

I think it's because once upon a time, they hurt me. That once upon a time they broke me. But it's ok now isn't it? It's all good now that I've found a reason to pick up the pieces. It's good that I found someone who'll keep me safe.

I guess I just miss a lot of people right now. Especially you Muffin-man