I realized that being nice is pointless it is an absolute waste of my time. Because no matter how hard I try, the message is not going to get through.

You really surprise me sometimes, what you said to me today caught me by surprise. I didn't expect it at all. Hell, I find myself wondering how you knew in the first place. Is it really that obvious to you? I'm trying. I will make it. I will push myself to make it. I'll make you proud Daddy. I'll make you proud.