14. 14. 14. Just 14.

Nooo!! This wasn't supposed to happen! It wasn't supposed to be like this! DAMNIT! I'm so going ballistic. Why? Why? Time and time again it just keeps happening. Over and over and over. Different people but the same bloody situation. And this time it's staring me in the face and it's clear to me. It is VERY clear to me. And what am I doing about it? Not a single thing. And this is going to? Screw me over completely.

I don't really understand what's happening but all I do know is, I've got to get out of this mess and fast.