damnit

Quiet night out in the breeze
Gazing at the clouds pass me by
Thinking bout the times we had
Feeling the things I used to feel
It's all gone and I like it that way

Horrible thoughts of death and decay
Saidstic thoughts of eagles wings
Even then thoughts of you reek my mind
What's a girl to do at night
Nothing to do but shut my eyes

I change my looks
Change my name
And still you find me all the same
There's nothing more to say

I leave town without a glance
I sit and write, I sit and cry
We're stuck in the middle, worlds apart
I wish you were near, I'm glad you're not

Don't ask me why, I'm not good with words
I can't say hello, can't say goodbye
Don't like to see that look in their eyes
Feels like I'm about to die

Don't look for me
It's hard to say
I've found someone new
Don't call or talk
I'm torn inside
I don't want to leave you behind

I change my looks
Change my name
And still you find me all the same
There's nothing more to say

- MeL, Goodbye

I do care about you darling, but still there was a big reason why things are the way they are. And I can't do or say anything to change the way you feel or the way I feel so I think we should just let it be.