I think that people aren't getting it. Some are and some aren't. Some are dealing with it and others are completely misunderstanding it. The flux I mean. I know I feel it especially because of my affinities. My doubts in a sense have deepened when I know that they should not. My mind is so muddled that I'm losing grip on what to believe. But the one thing that I must not lose grip on is me. And them.

Thank you. To the people who know that they've helped in more ways than one. For giving me little subtleties, It helps.