I shouldn't be bothered by you but I am.
I should be more worried about graduating but I'm not.
I don't understand why everything you say and do affects me so much. I mean really, why. I never got it. I don't know why I can't just let things be. One minute you say one thing the next you say something else... I'm just grateful that Matthew never saw this side of me. But it's a pity that I didn't go out with him. One of the few most genuine people I have ever met. Quite far off from where you are perhaps? I'm not trying to send you on a guilt trip. It's fucking impossible.

6 days MeL, just 6 more days...