Why in God's name do I keep getting blamed for every single bloody thing that goes on? Why is it that I keep getting the shorter end of the rope? You don't get it? Well that's because I can't really say anything now can I?

I'm beginning to really hate the way I live at this point. I can't concentrate on work and the usual dose of Sex and the City didn't help. It only made me wonder if the lifestyle of Manhattaners equates to loads of dating and loads of sex. Seriously.

You know what? perhaps he/she doesn't know what he/she wants and therefore does all these things inadvertently. Or maybe you're just fucking clueless. But aren't we all. I know you know I know.

Anyways, thank you Eliza, it was nice talking for like 3 hours? plus? or 2? I lost count. But yea, it was relieving talking to you. :)

Seems my own arrogance has knocked me off my feet again
When you know I'm crawling to you as fast as I can
First teach me to walk
Then I'll learn to dance for you
Like an honest clumsy clown
Tripping along the way
Cause I am reaching for you
But my arms are long enough
And I am running for you
If I could go a little faster
And I am crying to you
But I can't hear my own voice
I am waiting for you
And trying not to fall asleep now
And I am clumsily dancing away this fear
I am stumbling closer to you and I am
Tumbling over my pride
I will be a fool for you
What are you thinking as you look down on me
Are you frustrated with my inconsistency
Or intrigued that I can find the will to get back up or
Maybe all of this is simply amusing
Cause I am reaching for you
But my arms are long enough
And I am running for you
If I could go a little faster
And I am crying to you
But I can't hear my own voice
I am waiting for you
And trying not to fall asleep now
And I am clumsily dancing away this fear
I am stumbling closer to you and I'm
Tumbling over my pride
I will be a fool for you
And I am clumsily dancing away this fear
I am stumbling closer to you and I'm
Tumbling over my pride
I will be a fool for you

Fool, Lifehouse

Love is a strange thing. Quite over rated and yet just ok too. :S what am I talking about?!