sublime

A pain sears through my mind, body and soul. I'm aching
Longing for you to be near
The thought of you leaves me weak
My mind disintegrates

The effect on me is so surreal
Your smile makes life so sublime
That's just a taste of how I feel
I want this dream of you to be real

Saying goodbye is never easy
what more for me to feel it
Trustinf hidden faces is just like lying
To myself and you

The effect on me is so surreal
Your smile makes life so sublime
That's just a taste of how I feel
I want this dream of you to be real

Everydoor that closes opens another
My foot's still in this door
I see eternity in a grain of sand
I hold forever in my hands

The effect on me is so surreal
Your smile makes life so sublime
That's just a taste of how I feel
I want this dream of you to be real

- Mel, for Jed.

I wrote this today while waiting for Luke. Barely 10 minutes and the words just came churning out of my head. I miss you, I love you. I feel so abandoned at this point. Incredibly lost.

Be safe my love. And don't forget to check the gmail account!