I suppose I really do deserve all this don't I?
After everything I've done is this life and the previous. Unforgivable sins that are haunting me to this day. God really does hate me. Why is it that EVERYONE ELSE gets a fragment of happiness and I'm stuck here having to deal with these cards. Cards that aren't even my choice. Why is it that for everything important to me I don't get to choose. I don't get a say in it at all. Why are you doing this to me. Don't you care about me? Or are you really that selfish.