It always starts out as a feeling. Then you start to get attached and hopeful that this might really be it. Then you question and you question and put yourself in that dark place. But then, if all goes well, hope takes over and you get out of it. Suddenly everything's good and your dreams change and all there is around you is surrounded by bright light and an even brighter future. What then happens when that lights starts to flicker and your dreams are being threatened? What happens when you wish and pray so desperately for the light that you grew to trust in. That same light that's threatening to betray you? Do you go back to that dark place and hope to God and Goddess that things will all work out?

Well, if any of you have the answer to that question, please let me know. Because I don't want to go back there again. Love is love. Fear is fear. Love and fear? It happens but it really shouldn't should it?