The day started wonderfully. It progressed comfortably, and then bam. Out of no where you get a bomb dropped right on top of you and for awhile, you're disoriented. But. (yes, there is a but.) But something else comes along and suddenly you forget what it was that bothered you so much. I can't say that I've forgotten it, but I have to deal with this. This is bigger than any other problem that I've dealt or have not dealt with. This is one problem that I can't run away from. And this is one problem that will one day kill me. It's already beginning to. I know it's not my fault, and there probably isn't anything that I can do to help. All I can do is believe and have loads of faith. God knows I need more.