Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God. Oh my God.
OH MY GOD!!! I spend one day in total, clean BLISS and I come home to realise that shit. This is not good. Not good at all.

I can't... I can't say anything or do anything. I can't get involved even though I already got dragged into it. There's not getting out of it but I know that I can't risk it. I find myself wondering what kind of a person am I? I don't know what to say or do anymore. Because everything that I thought was good really isn't.

All that I can ask of you is this.
Don't make assumptions. Don't think that I'm talking about you because I'm not. Don't make me choose. Not now.