New Year Red and Blues?

My God. It's only the second day of the year and already my patience have been tried over a handful of times. So much for tolerance. But trust me I really did try.

I don't understand why I keep running to individuals with the whole woe is me complex. Fine I can understand that things are getting bad or someone or other irritated the shit out of you. Don't use me as an excuse when the rest of your world is busy. Don't fucking leave me in the ditch the minute someone else comes along. Honestly, don't give me excuses. Don't tell me that you want to talk to me when you obviously are only doing that because you haven't got anyone else to talk to. I for one will not give you the time of day.

Another thing is, if you know you fucked up just say sorry and let it go. Give me crap or stupid excuses and you still expect me to let it go? After yelling at me no less? Oh and in response to the "what more do you want me to do line", think about who you're yelling at, think about why and then come talk to me. I have no patience for anybody who hasn't the decency to respect others. And I don't give a flying fuck whether you're 10 years older than me or 10 years younger for that matter. It's common courtesy.

Also, I'd like to take this opportunity to remind everybody, I AM NOT A TOUCHY PERSON. Unless I openly say that I regard you as my close/best/good friend by all means you are free to hug me and put your arm around my shoulder or whatever. Cross that line and I won't be happy at all. Also, if you THINK that you are one of the above mentioned groups of people, think again. Because if I haven't said anything to you or am only hugging you out of respect or obligation, then DON'T FUCKING TOUCH ME. It's irritating. I'd also like to point out at this point lest people start worrying about who I'm referring to, this does not apply to my wonderful group of drinking/smoking buddies from Mass Comm or my ex-classmates who I've known since year 1 or my darling boys or the brilliant and totally fun people I love to bits whom I've met from Melbourne. (Point the only male on the Melbourne list is Michael. heh.)

There are a great deal of things that have irritated me huh. But I'll tell you the one at the top of my list. Idiots who whine. Ie, the woe is me group. You're lives aren't as shitty as you think. There are people out there who don't even have a home or food or air cons or clean clothes let alone sanitary drinking water. We have all those things don't we? Stop thinking that it's all that bad. I do understand that you lot are upset, believe me I do. But if you expect me to listen to your every beck and call and get shelved the minute someone else comes along then fuck off. Heck, I'm still going to give you that little bit of courtesy and not mention your name. But don't call, email contact me or even make small talk that neither of us will enjoy. Let's face it, you back stabbed me, bad mouthed me, LIED to me and nearly ripped a good part of my life apart. Why would I even think of you as a good friend? You can take your sorry ass and get the hell away from me. I don't like you. None of us do.

Otherwise, Happy New Year to my friends and family. I love you, I love you and I love you. :)