the fine line between truth and lies

Am I lying to myself
Have I let me down
The reality of it all blinds my eyes
I know you see right through me

I don't want to lie to you anymore
Too tiring, too painful
Is it pointless to even look at you?
Trying seems to be a waste of time

I don't smile anymore
Ever one's a lie
It drips in blood of all the wrongs
There's a fine line between truth and lies

Do you wait for me
Or is that something you say to all the girls
It's so cold where I am
My sun has gone away

Can you remember the things we did
Was it real or was it a dream
Oh, all the happy times ring in my head
A distant memory of old days

I don't smile anymore
Ever one's a lie
It drips in blood of all the wrongs
There's a fine line between truth and lies

I can't remember what you said
Echoes of others buzz in my head
The endless pounding makes me cry
That's what happens when I try to lie

You look at me the way I see myself
The mask I wear long broken and gone
It's like a mirror to my soul
You're eyes, I see myself in them

I don't smile anymore
Ever one's a lie
It drips in blood of all the wrongs
There's a fine line between truth and lies

How can you tell the truth from the lies
Even when I don't say a work you know what I'm feeling
I hate to miss the plane
But I still wanna stay and dance in the rain...

I don't smile anymore
Ever one's a lie
It drips in blood of all the wrongs
There's a fine line between truth and lies