I can't sleep. My entire body is itching. This is annoying.

Where were you when I needed you the most? Where were you when I fell to darkness? where were you when I was rejoicing. You're promised you'd be there. But I guess you lied didn't you. You lied again. And I was stupid enough to believe and love you. It really goes to show that you can't trust anyone anymore doesn't it? Least of all your heart. To think that she doesn't know anything. Hah... Good luck to you my brother. Because I've had enough of your childish little games. You can go deal with your 'girlfriend' and I'll go on living and hopefully, I'll learn not to wait for you anymore. Haven't I wasted more than enough time on you?

Maybe I should've gone to the beach today... I do feel up to it. But... I've just got a few things to take care of first.

Where are you my love. Where are you? I need you now...