Psychotic Rock Star

The melancholy life of the Psychotic wannabe Rock Star.

Wednesday, July 21, 2004

Cruelty

"Have you ever been in love?
Horrible, isn't it?
It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heat and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your intrepid life...You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like "Maybe we should just be friends" or "How perceptive" turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heat.
It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-an-rips-you-apart pain. Nothing should be able to do that. Especially not love.


I hate love"


- Rose Walker


"Love belongs to Desire, and Desire is always cruel."- Old Man 


Ah... The Sandman. I agree to these statements. But I should think in love, there is a trust. One that is given not very easily. And with respect and trust, anything is possible.
I trust you. Today ( more like yesterday) was great. Mean Girls was hilarious. I've not watched a chick-teen flick in forever! Nice to sit and talk for hours huh... 7 hours really felt like nothing man...

I love you, take care and goodnight.




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