Sometimes I wonder what kind of stupid rep I'm building for myself. Sometimes i don't know why I do the things I do. Sometimes i don't know why I fall for the people I fall for and better yet, I don't know how it is that I can just block myself off just as easily. I begin to think that I really don't want to have anything to do with anyone anymore. i give up. I don't want to deal with this shit anymore. To hell with it. Really. To FUCKING HELL with them. With their stupid games. To hell.