say nothing of it. even if people ask, say nothing. please. hearing from you was amazing. i love you too but there is a reason why it didn't go on. even though we were both young and stupid. i don't need to proove anything to anyone. please just don't say anything. in fact, deny it. you'll find someone who's there with you who'll make your life complete. someone who's just right for you because we both know i'm not. it took so long for us to get this far. you know i do love you and i should say yes. but... you know why i can't as well... i'm sorry. but i love you.

please forgive me, i know not what i do