This IS important to me damnit. You have no idea what you're talking about so please just shut the hell up. I know you mean well but think before you say things. I wish I could tell you how I felt. I wish you could feel what I feel. I want to show you this whole new life I've found. I want to show you how close I am to God now. But knowing you, you'll be too narrow minded to even try to listen.