I think... I think too much

I think I'm accidentally in love. I didn't mean for this to happen but it did. I think that I've become so cynical coz I let myself get thrown into this. God, I’d give up everything to be with you. I'm actually accepting the fact that everything was just an excuse to be with you I'm actually accepting the fact that everything was just an excuse to try and block out everything i was and am feeling. Some things never change huh.

Sure we're different. sure thing've changed over such a short period of time. and maybe things are different between us but we're friends right? I don't wanna think about what ifs anymore.

I like to watch you sleep at night
You look so calm
I like to be near you whenever
I’m happy or down

I’m so jealous of all these girls
When they’re close to you
But it’s ok coz I know inside,
You’ll always be true

You’re charming and sweet
Like a perfect guy to love
Which is cool coz you’re
My brother, I love you too

And I just wanna spend
My last days of my life knowing you and i
We’ve shared
An eternity and more
Together side by side
You were holding my hand

You know I like to watch you dream those dreams
Of your life away from here
You look so peaceful when you’re thinking
Of somebody else

You know, I’ll love you and always will
For ever and ever
It’s not enough for me to move on
Away from you

And I just wanna spend
My last days of my life knowing you and i
We’ve shared
An eternity and more
Together side by side
I was holding your hand too

And I… I’ve tried to build a life of my own
Dependent on me
But still no matter what I do
I still keep searching for you

Our lives are so different now it was a dream
Of better days
Each time I look at myself
I see you. You keep be burning

What I’d give for things to be ok
Not to go back to walk on
It’s funny no matter where I go
You are my light

And I just wanna spend
My last days of my life knowing you and i
We’ve shared
An eternity and more
Together side by side
You were holding my hand