Death

Looks Like Me 

Hmm... Things are messy. Things might work out things might not. I can't really say. I wish things could be good again. But doesn't look like it huh... You really don't know how much it hurts me. But I know that you're hurting too... I'm sorry... God, I'm so sorry. You really don't deserve to be treated like this.

I don't mean to hurt you. I don't mean to cause any pain. I don't hate you. I can't. I hate myself for even doing this. For giving you so much trouble. I'm so sorry. I'm sorry. I love you so much. More than you will ever know.

So, I'm gonna watch Naruto, drink my guts out, read Sandman and do school work. I'm sorry. It still hurts. A lot. That's the problem with love...

I'm sorry.

Oh, Hayl? Sorry girl... messy posts... I'm in no state to really make things prettified anymore. I can barely even go to ur blog... I'm just hurting a lot now. And I have to get better. But... it's not going anywhere...

Why can't I just love you?

In fact, you what? Because I believe in you. And I feel the way I do, I'm gonna trust you. I can wait. I will wait if I have to. Trust me.